10 June 2009

Cruzin 2gether

Second post! I'm real official now moe.
Spent my past 3 days on a vacation that has completely surpassed any vacation before.
Didnt even do that much.
Had some tea, went to Fridays a lot, tv.
Everything else was obsolete. The necessities were each other (and an occasional sip of tea or hawaiian punch) so the trip was pure bliss.

Trouble did come a knocking at the door of paradise for a moment or 2 (ooooo! facebook status battle) but theres no need to even feed into it.

people who try to stunt out here like they're the bee's knees really kill me.
The ones who tell everyone their business and get into their feelings when you comment on it.
The people who try to fake like innocence is pumping hard and strong through their veins when in reality we all know of the lies and deceit that lie within them.
If you're going to be a whore, idolize Superhead, classic Kim Cardashian, Lil Kim, Ray-J...... the list could go on but u get the picture.
Be a whore and be proud.
Dont declare "I'm a whore" and be in your feelings when someone says it right back to you. Make some money off being notorious. At least then we're all honest with ourselves and each other.

*gains composure*
Life goes on.... you leave the past in the past because if you keep looking behind, you'll trip and fall on ur face.
When looking at the new journey that lies ahead I realize that whats done is done and I'm ok with it.
We've all made mistakes but its the mistakes that make us realize what we cant become or what we dont want to ever let happen again.
I cant worry about stuff cause my knight in shining armor has already come to rescue me and takes all my pain and worrying away.

03 June 2009

Hi.... Im Alice & I'm a lazy bum *Hi Alice*

well.... hello there?
not really sure how to start off my first blog
but man..... is there some stuff on my mind...

As of yesterday I became an alumnist of the oh so wonderful Oxon Hill High School.
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Woo?
And the more and more I think about it, I have learned a lot over the past 4 years... not all of it completely thanks to Oxon Hill but certainly some of it.

#1) You have to remember your real friends

Ive had the priveledge of having some of my friendships last over the past 4, 6, and even up to 11 years. Crazy huh? We've all had our good days and our bad days but over all I love you guys that have been beside me through thick and thin, joy and pain, laughter and tears, and yadda yadda blah. I love and appreciate all of you and even when you think we're slipping away cause we dont talk or see each other much, the love is still there.
Thanks guys and I wish you the best of luck in your endeavors.

#2) There is always something better

Whether it comes to bitch ass niggas (or whores) that broke your heart,
a teacher, an idea, answer, ice cream flavor, pair of shoes, or even, dare i say it, yourself? Theres always something better out there.
That doesnt mean be timid or cowardly now since someone may be better, thats to say dont dwell on a mistake or loss, but brush the dirt off your bosom and try again.

Some felt the pain of love lost or not loved at all in hig school. We let it get us down. But now... who cares?
Tell the bitch that broke your heart to kick rocks and suck on a dirty sock so you can move on cause theres so much thats better just waiting on you to find it.
I thought id never have a great boyfriend in high school after the BLane fiasco but hey, wadda ya kno? Here i am now going about 6 months strong with the love of my life (and i mean that). =X!! love u!
SOoo I almost failed calculus and just about bs'd everything else in high school. Grades were average or below but so what?! I still got a scholarship to go to my top choice school (!) and i take it as my chance to start again.
Do what I kno I have to do in order to be the best.
Be the person that everyone else secretly aspires to be.
Be proud of myself.
Be better.
We all have to take this opportunity to no longer prove to mommy and daddy or gramma or whoever but to prove to ourselves that we are better. The opportunities are out there, we just have to find them and do what we gotta do.

#3) Last but certainly not least, I've learned that a nigga is a nigga and you cant change a nigga.

Throughout our life we're going to meet different people.
Races, Genders, Fat,
Slim, Short,
Bossy, Nosy, Loud,
Whatever.
You cant please everybody and everybody cant be your friend. You're not going to like everyone and everyone is not gonna like you. Dont be something ur not and dont try to make someone else change either cause its not going to work out if you cant accept them for who they really are.

Other than that, all i kno is that Oxon Hill sucks and if you miss that place, ur a loser. lol. so long for now. =P